I’ve pretty much healed from all that happened. I’ve so moved on. However some music still to this day I can’t listen to. No Coldplay. It will randomly come on and I’ll remember things I don’t want to. Things I thought I got past.
It’s interesting how something like a song can bring up feelings. The difference now is that I don’t cry and I know I did the best I could. There’s no playing the song on repeat to hurt hunt.
I bet there’s music for all that brings up feelings that aren’t good. I’m sure as well that there’s music that just makes us all smile or dance in our cars or around our homes.
In short I’m grateful for where I am in my life today and that the tears have stopped. Healing is different for all and music played a big part for me.