I’m 42. It’s kinda surreal with all I’ve gone through since I thought “This is 40” would be a great year to blog and BAM little things like a Heart Attack and well the year went down hill BUT after some time life’s turning around. SO…….
Live it. Live life. The good, the bad, the ugly of it and don’t candy coat for social media. My mind is off sometimes. I’m my worst critic and I’ve found I have so much to work on and I’ve also found so many great things about me. Shocking, I know that I see what others see too at times. So sit back, relax and let’s see how the next 364 days go. You’ll see how my mind works and what makes me happy, sad, and all in-between.
Today I bring you a successful follow up to moi trying to pose on a pole. This time I didn’t smash my face into it. Winning! Happy 42nd to me!!!
Since the “event” I’ve not had the urge to remove things from my car. I am so tired when I arrive home. I’m so good at cleaning it but in my trunk I’ve collected items that were meant to be brought in. I’m so tired due to the heart stuff so I just didn’t do anything but earlier today it hit me that if it’s been sitting there all this time then maybe I don’t miss it or need it. So the purge of 2017 happened and I donated most of it. Today I saw how freeing it was to let go of what I thought I need. So…they say Spring Cleaning is a thing and now it’s time to purge my home. Maybe not but I have good intentions. It’s like life, maybe we need to let go of what we don’t really need to feel lighter and free. Until tomorrow…
It’s been some time since I’ve posted. I lost my desire to blog due to the internet not feeling safe for me. However; I miss writing. I miss blogging. I really lost me for years. These days I don’t think I can do much but then I remember all I’ve been through and despite it all I grow more and more. I found out my social media was being viewed again (stalker style) which made me want to hide from social media but why? My blog was great once upon a time and to get me back I need this. So I’m doing a 365 day challenge of finding me, living with heart disease, being a single mom, friendship, PCOS, and enjoying the good. So day 1 is a photo of me and this man who I adore and who makes me laugh and neither of us are perfect but it’s a great adventure. Until tomorrow…..